She had lost her husband. She knew that. She had four children. She knew
that of all four of them.
In meeting and she was always meeting what she was having in meeting she
said that what she asked she would have had, having what she had and she
could have all she had and she knew all she knew knowing all the
children she had and knowing that she had the four.
She did feel that she had given what she had given and that having given
all she had given in giving what she had given all was not what it might
have been if her children could have come to be what they came to be and
her husband had gone on living to die before she died so that she would
be living and not dying.
That was what was and she had grand-children. She had been being living
and being married and buying what she was buying and feeling in having
what she was having.
Being married and having children, having all four of them and there
were not any more of them, she was saying what she was saying in all of
them moving to where they were moving. Some one living with them was
knowing all all of them were knowing. Some one staying with them was
arranging not to be telling what any one of them was not telling. They
moved and having moved and having built what they built and having
feeling in being living as they had feeling in being living she was
having all she was having when she was giving what she was giving and
continuing buying what she was continuing buying in arranging what had
come to be an arranged thing.
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